Thank you people I rent my room from. Like I don't have enough stress in my life right now. I have now been given an ultimatum: Get a job by December 1 or you can't live here. And I quote "Its not to be mean or anything, we just feel you need some added pressure to really get out there and get a job"
What a bunch of shit. I am barely going to be able to scrape together enough money to pay for some of my rent this month. So I guess no matter what, I'm moving out and doing it soon.
I really don't need this right now. I am hanging on by a thread as it is. Now I have people telling me I need more pressure? If other people felt half of what I do, they would have already killed themselves from the stress alone. I'm doing the best that I can to get by, why don't others get that? Oh, that's right. It's because they have absolutely no idea what it feels like to have to deal with this disease 24/7 without ever getting a break.
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